Tuesday, August 29, 2000

magic

i found out today that those numbers from my dream really were significant. the 28th is a number that knight has always had planned as a wedding day. how bizarre is that? coincidence or a sign?

pretty tired today. i went to bed early, but woke up once at 12:49, and again at 2:00am. after falling asleep i woke up again at 4am to the phone ringing. one of my sister's idiot friends calling. it took me about an hour to fall asleep, and then i got up at a quarter to 7.

i spent the morning organizing visual aides at school from 8:15-12:30. pretty boring. what a mess!

if i had no fear i think i would drop out of college and try to either pursue a career in art (my first degree) or i'd travel for awhile. i'd need to make some big changes. how does that david bowie song go? "ch-ch-ch-changes...." i don't think i'm very happy with my life at this point in time. hopefully things will get better soon. bleck.

i have the police stuck in my head,

every little thing she does is magic.

Though I've tried before to tell her
Of the feelings I have for her in my heart
Every time that I come near her
I just lose my nerve
As I've done from the start

Every little thing she does is magic
Everything she do just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for her goes on

Do I have to tell the story
Of a thousand rainy days since we first met
It's a big enough umbrella
But it's always me that ends up getting wet

Every little thing she does is magic
Everything she do just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic

Now I know my love for her goes on

I resolve to call her up a thousand times a day
And ask her if she'll marry me in some old fashioned way
But my silent fears have gripped me
Long before I reach the phone
Long before my tongue has tripped me
Must I always be alone?

Every little thing she does is magic
Everything she do just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for her goes on

*sigh*

i need a change. i need some excitement. i need...?

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