In like A Lion, Out like A Lamb

wow...it's been quite awhile since i have written, hasn't it. quite a lot has happened. *smile* everything is finally good and falling into place. (not that things weren't good before)

but, m is moving out of knight's place, and he will be living closer to me soon. as in, this year...possibly within several months. i'm so excited. it'll be nice to see his sweet face everyday. and it'll be WONDERFUL not to have to rely on yahoo messenger anymore. phew! sometimes it really sucks.

i don't remember where i left off in the last entry...but things between knight and i are wonderful. we want to spend the rest of our lives together. i can't imagine my life with anyone other than him. i want to make him happy, i want to have his children, i want to be with him forever. *smile* i have never been able to visualize myself with anyone forever like i can with him. i have never been able to see myself married. the ex used to talk about it, but i could not see myself with him.

*happy sigh* life is good right now. now if i could only get a full time job! i guess you can't have it all at once, right? one thing at a time? lol. i feel invincible...like i could do anything. maybe i'll get a job doing something else. somethig art related? who knows.

this entry is awful. lol. can you see how hopelessly in love i am? gushing...gagging....but I DON'T CARE!!! *smile*